photo of the day

i use to play volleyball & this just reminds me of how much i still love it and miss it, also the fact that i dont want fall or winter to come :/

photo of the day

so ive been super busy with my first week of school (for dental hygiene) & i feel like its just going to get more stressful and i feel like a storm of anxiety is comming :/

photo of the day

i wish i was here right now, im starting school tmw, which will completely suck so i want to somehow just poof outta here and to this very spot with the elephants and the mountains. at least looking at this picture gives me some serenity

places i want to travel to

i do not want to have children, i never have and i am the oldest of 4 children, with many years in between, so i have already been through helping multiple children grow up.  so when i get older i want to travel. not a lot but i have a few places i def want to go to with christopher and if i do like traveling then maybe i will find other places.

the first is automatic, ive always wanted to travel to Europe, and more specific my first stop would be Italy. i am part Italian but i have always loved the city and people.  i want to see the trevi fountain and the colosseum in rome and of course from watching the move "under the tuscan sun" i want to see the country lands of italy.  i dont know if i'd be too fond of driving on the oppisite side of the road tho.

secondly would be greece.  my relatives became very close with a family from greece so being around them i have learned to love the culture, it is one of the most beautiful places and the people are amazing, so kind and laid back.  if i could have chosen my heritage i would have chosen to be greek.  the food is fantastic and i want to see all the beautiful houses and beachs and small stores. 

thirdly would be mine and christopher's honeymoon.  i want to go somewhere tropical to relax and i want to go to a white sand beach so badly.  the exact tropical place is undecided yet.  my first thought is Jamica if i want to travel outside the states, my second chocie would be Hawaii becasue i think it is the most beautiful place too.  of course i would want to scuba dive or some activity like that but christopher is terrified of fish and we are both uneasy about being in large bodies of water.  either way it would be relaxing and exclusive, yet sociable.

fouth is a place that me and christopher would both love to go to but not for our honeymoon.  (paris is the city of love though) the places to visit are amazing, i want to see the eiffel tower, and he wants to go to that museum with the glass triangle.  i think it is a beautiful city and i loved learning about the french revolution when i was younger.

the last place i positivly want to go to before i die is britain.  i love the accents, the history, the places. everything. they make the best tv shows and some of the food is delicious lol i want to ride a double decker bus also lol

well as i am a broke ass college student i will have to stay at home and dream of the places that i want to go to.  i see the world as bigger than us and i want to see it all.  and for now i will have to only travel a hour north to visit my wonderful city of chicago, whichi am perfectly fine with :]

video of the day

haha i know people could actually think of this stuff but the fact that they actually made it is hilarious because we all knew it would never make it to tv. still hilarious.

big brother (jeff)

on this season of big brother and the 11th season of big brother jeff was and is my favorite, including his girlfriend jordan. he is smart, he is cute, he is just a great guy, also he's from chicago (represent!).  so i was heart broken when i saw on yesterday's episode that he smokes. bummer!

but then i saw online that he stated that he never really smoked befroe but being in the house is so stressful that he buckled.  this relieves me and so christopher and i would still adopt him and jordan into our marriage if we could ;]

also tonight's episode will be scary and im afraid that daniele (a disgrace to my own name, i hate her) will take either adam or shelly of the block and backdoor rachel or brenden. that would flip the whole house around for the rest of the game.

oh and ps i found a picture of rachel's o face...

how i feel today......